Names Em. 18. Young Carer. Depressed. Failure.

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May. '13

I’m really desperate and I’m harming and samaritans cost too much, Im thining of a plan. I’ve cut badly. What do i do?

10

May. '13

fanfuxxingtastic asked:

Please don't hurt yourself. You are so beautiful you don't even realize. It hurts me to see smeone so beautiful and meaningful want to end their life. You have a whole future ahead of you, please don't try to kill yourself again. Please.

I’m definetly not beautiful, and I have no future…except a stupid abusive one

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May. '13

Anonymous asked:

I know how it is. I'm not going to feed you that "life is beautiful" and "you're so strong" bullshit either. I hate that. I hate advice too. I'm not very good at it. But please know there are people out there like you, that there are so many things so be seen and experienced. Robert Penn Warren once said "For West is where we all plan to go some day." And one day, I want to see you go west.

I moved ‘south west’ when i wanted to ‘go somewhere’ meaning away from the situation i was in…Never took the suicidal thoughts away

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May. '13

Why can’t anything go right? I feel so suicidal right now, My full family wish me dead, my mums saying ive died in a car crash, I have nobody and nothing to live for…I don’t want or wish to be alive, My three angels are in heaven, I can’t do this anymore. I’m cutting to the point of stitches, Why is it all going wrong?

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May. '13

I attempted suicide yesterday, and cut to the point I needed 12 stitches..But i still want to die..

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Apr. '13

I remember exactly what I was doing a year ago today, I’d finished college 10 minutes early, and I went to the learning mentors office at college to pick up something, Whilst I was waiting for Natalie to finish talking to someone, I checked my phone, 13 missed calls and loads of texts, saying ring me, ring me, I checked facebook. Only to find out that my Bestfriend had taken her own life, I instantly started crying and shaking, as the news sunk in deeper. She had so much potential, She had so much to gain, to live, to do. She was destined for great and remarkable things, but of course people and bullys got in her way. My BestFriend took her own life away from her because she couldn’t see through the pain, The pain that people where putting her through for no reason at all just the fact they got a kick out of making other people feel worthless. Now we’re all left asking questions and wondering, Why?. Why didn’t she speak to us, Why didn’t she reach out?. I just hope she’s in a better place now, away from everyone who made her feel horrible, She didn’t deserve that, Megan, I miss you so much Princess rest In Peace sweetheart. I love you ♥♥♥   I started this for you Megan… http://suicideawareness.bigcartel.com/ rest in peace <3
I remember exactly what I was doing a year ago today, I’d finished college 10 minutes early, and I went to the learning mentors office at college to pick up something, Whilst I was waiting for Natalie to finish talking to someone, I checked my phone, 13 missed calls and loads of texts, saying ring me, ring me, I checked facebook. Only to find out that my Bestfriend had taken her own life, I instantly started crying and shaking, as the news sunk in deeper. She had so much potential, She had so much to gain, to live, to do. She was destined for great and remarkable things, but of course people and bullys got in her way. My BestFriend took her own life away from her because she couldn’t see through the pain, The pain that people where putting her through for no reason at all just the fact they got a kick out of making other people feel worthless. Now we’re all left asking questions and wondering, Why?. Why didn’t she speak to us, Why didn’t she reach out?. I just hope she’s in a better place now, away from everyone who made her feel horrible, She didn’t deserve that, Megan, I miss you so much Princess rest In Peace sweetheart. I love you ♥♥♥

 

I started this for you Megan… http://suicideawareness.bigcartel.com/ rest in peace <3

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